Hi guys i wanted to talked to you about something really important
2.9K views・
10 months ago
hoesomefun
Hi guys I wanted to talked to you about something really important because I feel like we are pretty close here given the circumstances and the place hahah I m extremely grateful to you for the support and all the nice words that you say to me Sooo I think I can share this with you Let s talk boobs hahah You can t even imagine how many comments and messages I get on here and on ph regarding MY BOOBS Everybody is so crazy about them and wants me to FINALLY show them And I get that Believe me I d be the happiest woman on earth if I could just do it Probably for you it would be hard to believe but they are my biggest insecurity because 1 I am not a huge fan of big boobs but it s not the main thing 2 they are not of the most attractive shape because of the hormonal issues that I used to have as a teenager and which I m to some extent still struggling with The main thing tho is that ITS FUCKING PAINFUL to jump around with no bra on because I have issues with them some cysts and tumors WHICH ARE NOT MALIGNANT YET I really hope they won t be ever but hypothetically can turn into them any minute But it s a big problem for me and covid fucked things up even more for me unfortunately Not only hormones-wise but like THE-WHOLE-MF-HEALTH-WISE I m desperately trying to save enough money to have a boob job no silicon for me don t worry just a mastopexy and it s a long way to go hahah And I gotta get them relatively healthy before that which also takes a lot of time and money You can t even imagine how much courage it takes to post full naked pics on here and I m kinda proud of myself Your nice comments always make my day but I hope you understand that it is still difficult to deal with for me I feel pretty tense being bra-free even in front of my bf that s why I don t think there s gonna be full naked vids soon I just fucking can t can you believe that you can see that I feel confident and open like cmon I film porn hahah But this boob thing makes me so vulnerable and physically uncomfortable and they do bring quite a lot of pain Weirdly enough OF and you guys give me this platform where I can look at myself from the side and explore my body and I m so grateful for that and I m looking forward to making new content for you but showing boobs only when I m feeling pretty enough in my eyes or just in certain poses where they look bearable FOR ME Hopefully one day I ll save up enough to deal with all that and I promise you you ll be seeing my boobs in every vid hahah Thank you for reading this Love you