couchqueenie1 - My bad habits are getting worse it s been five months since i ve gone part 1
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couchqueenie
My bad habits are getting worse It s been five months since I ve gone to the gym Every weekend I intend on getting a new gym membership And every weekend my feeder and I go out to eat We come back home with bags and bags of food leftovers desserts snacks candies and sugary drinks There are no more good days and cheat days Every day now is spent overeating Especially in the evenings- when my cravings for food are the strongest Sometimes I ll be good all day but when I m with my feeder I feel like it s alright to gorge myself Of course sometimes I binge during the day and try to hide the evidence before he gets home My stamina is in decline Cleaning around the house is harder I can t put on my shoes without sitting down first And even then I can t breathe when I m bent over because my belly is too big Stairs are the worst And it s never been easier for my feeder to overpower me when we re rolling around in bed I haven t been trying to gain weight I really haven t But I m 5 pounds heavier now than I was in December And I m even heavier with a full rack of ribs in my belly This is a truly gluttonous stuffing Grease and BBQ sauce dripping from my lips Burps escaping from my heavy gut between sips of sparkling cider I m such a mess right now