Hello how are you I m basically providing here a very long video explaining what my journey was like over these two years and also my experiences of a year and a half almost working for a studio And why I stopped filming with them AND why I don t plan on going back either But in short for those who will find the video too long I have always enjoyed creating I find great pleasure in sitting in the director s chair the camera and producing my videos But of course I wasn t used to such a competitive way of working I worked with my father my whole life and there was no competitiveness between us So when I started recording I had to deal with a lot of things see a lot of things listen to a lot of things Most of them weren t good things but it was good on the side because it made me create a shell to protect myself But if I really wanted to not interact with an environment that I wasn t comfortable with I d better leave and that s what I did Now in my own home when I finish a recording I can be myself I don t need to wear a shield I can sleep rest eat work out do everything that I couldn t do there So thank you very much for continuing to support me here and encouraging me more and more and I promise to do my best for you