Sitting here going through dance videos from over the summer desperately ready to have my dancing shoes on again I haven t even danced in almost 2 months Dancing and music is my air my joy my serenity my centering and my stress relief- you can only imagine the toll takes on me when I don t have it Being a chronic pain suffer robs you of life every day- not a single one is predictable anymore It s a massive reason for me to stay single and just keep you guys as my boyfriends It has made me feel twice my age angry and resentful It is a prison like no other that truly serves a punishment