hello this is for everyone who has stuck around for this long i really dont have any of the right words to fully explain why i have disappeared from basically all platforms including this one but i would like to say how i am now almost two weeks sober and this is probably the proudest i have been of myself in years i dont want to make promises i cant keep again but i will be going through all my messages tonight because i have honestly missed talking with everyone here who supports me lt 3 truthfully allowing yall to suffer for the actions of those who dont even see me as a person but rather an object is not fair to yall and i want to try to make it right as much as i know how i have so much content i made specifically for here but i either felt self conscious or felt that i couldnt post because the longer i went ignoring this platform the worse the problem got but its time to start facing my problems head on and take action and i feel like im in a place i can really do that thank you again for everything if you would like to dm me are interested in me posting old content from my break let me know lt 33