So first things first the play is over and we are resuming business as
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So first things first the play is OVER and we are resuming business as usual Thank y all for the patience Second thing RAMBLE INCOMING and CW for discussion of weight loss gain This is just a little video of me cataloging and showing off my progress in the gym My core strength is fucking insane right now I finally have a little arm chest strength for the first time in my life My legs are so much stronger too I m honestly so fucking proud of myself for working harder at my fitness the last couple months or so and doing it in a way that s healthy and sustainable for me I know it takes way longer to recomposition your body rather than just cut calories and lose weight but god it s been so rewarding Over the last year since I ve started working out all I ve done is gain weight honestly and for the first time in my life the number on the scale doesn t mean shit to me I m almost 20lbs heavier than I was when I started sex work and yet I have never felt more fucking confident My whole self image used to revolve around that stupid fucking number I feel like my body is capable of so much now and I know y all probably can t see the progress how I see it since y all usually just see me posing prettily but I think it s at least translating into confidence in my content Thank you guys for always supporting me as I am We re gonna be entering our beefy arc this year tho