Review of the passion fair my master and i drove towards hamburg on part 1
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Review of the Passion Fair My Master and I drove towards Hamburg on Thursday spent the night at yourhandler s place on the way and continued to our vacation apartment in Hamburg early Friday morning Once there we unloaded the car and got ready for the fair During this my Master s glasses broke so he went to an optician while I headed to the fair to start setting up the booth Lilly and her Daddy also arrived and helped me with the setup After finishing the setup I walked back to the apartment while listening to an online lecture I spent the rest of the day there trying to catch up on university work that had piled up during my presentation preparations I tried not to feel overwhelmed by the workload or guilty for not being at the fair In the evening my Master returned with a new toy he had ordered for me at the last fair and I was thrilled He immediately tried out the spiked collar particularly on my neck which led to open sores on various body parts Despite that I enjoyed it and was excited about the new toys On Saturday I spent the entire day at the fair but wasn t at the booth much Initially I wore the business outfit you can see in the photos The fair started at 11 AM but by 11 40 AM I had already left the booth because I wanted to watch a show at 12 PM by a female rigger who might want to collaborate with me Before the show I talked to Marc van Vlaanderen to discuss a spontaneous show we were doing together on Saturday and Sunday and to clarify the details After the quick chat with Marc I watched the bondage show and introduced myself to the rigger afterward We had only communicated online before We spoke briefly about how we could tie together during the weekend to see if we were compatible Afterward I returned to the booth Not even half an hour later Handler put an Artgerecht neck violin on me and led me around the fair on a leash sadly no photos of this It was a lot of fun Then I returned to the booth and my Master offered me for a photo shoot At first I was a bit overwhelmed because it wasn t planned but quickly got into it After the shoot I briefly helped at the booth and then headed off for the show with Marc For the show I was put into a vacuum bed so I had to take off my chastity belt beforehand It was my first time in a vacuum bed and it was a headless one with only a small bre thing hole When the air started to be sucked out and the latex tightened around my head I briefly p nicked feeling like I couldn t bre the properly The vacuum also put significant pressure on my chest intensifying the feeling I focused on breathing slowly and steadily through my mouth and keeping negative thoughts at bay Marc soon started fl0gging me to the rhythm of the music and from that moment I let myself go and enjoyed it After the show I changed backstage into my latex pony outfit Handler helped me change and then led me around the fair on a leash It was nice to switch off mentally for a few minutes Back at the booth I took off the pony gear and spent the remaining hours at the booth only in the latex catsuit and mask Towards the end of the fair Gummi-Goddess Natalia asked if I could imagine working at her studio which made me very happy Who knows maybe I ll offer real sessions in Hamburg next year After the fair we went out to dinner with some other guys I was still wearing my latex catsuit and my Master had put handcuffs on me Once we ordered emilyaddamsofficial and I sat off to the side and chatted She had just returned from America and we hadn t seen each other in a long time It was so nice to catch up During dinner I sat between her and my Master Since I still had the handcuffs on they fed me and gave me drinks which was a lovely experience We also talked about Emily s 72h pshoot in Spain which made me really want to try it myself She encouraged me to give it a shot but my Master forbade me from doing it next year wanting me to focus on university and avoid overloading myself I m grateful he takes such good care of me After dinner we returned to the apartment I showed my Master the corset I had packed thinking I might wear it to the fair on Sunday He was delighted and immediately laced me into it as tightly as possible I hadn t worn a corset in a long time and it hurt restricting my bre thing and every movement He took me to bed like that added handcuffs and had sex with me I love being his doll and completely helplessly at his mercy On Sunday I wore the corset to the fair though not as tightly laced as the previous evening and only for an hour initially At 12 30 PM I had another show with Marc where we repeated Saturday s performance This time my Master watched which made me very happy Afterward he let me get my makeup done by a makeup artist at the fair which was a relaxing experience and I loved the result Then I go to the rigger at the bondage lounge for a bondage session After discussing my experiences preferences and limitations we had a beautiful session It had been ages since I had a proper bondage session and her tying style perfectly matched what I enjoy allowing me to completely switch off and let go Afterward my Master put me back into the corset and chastity belt and I spent the last two hours at the booth For teardown he loosened the corset We spent the evening in the apartment where I cooked dinner and we eat while we watched a movie Later he put me in a straitjacket and we continued watching the movie On Monday I alternated between studying for university having sex and napping We were both exhausted and too tired to do much else During sex my Master mentioned he had a date that evening and wanted to take me along This triggered negative emotions jealousy fear and a sense of losing control The jealousy surprised me as I m not usually prone to it and was able to handle it once I expressed it But the fear and loss of control were harder I don t like m33ting new people in situations I can t escape if they turn unpleasant Not knowing what to expect and having no control over the evening combined with the knowledge that I couldn t freak out if overwhelmed as it would reflect poorly on my Master caused significant emotional tension and defiant behavior In the afternoon my Master walked with me to a nearby mall to buy groceries and to release some tension There was also a toy store which I initially didn t want to enter due to past bad experiences and my bad mood But he took me in anyway and once my Little realized it was safe with him it enthusiastically shared everything it found exciting about the toys It was beautiful and lifted my spirits until I remembered the upcoming date causing my stomach to knot again My Master reassured me it was just dinner and unlikely to lead to play which helped a bit but didn t eliminate the stress After shopping we showered and dressed for dinner By then I had accepted the situation knew I wouldn t die from it and trusted my Master to ensure it wouldn t be terrible We took public transport to the restaurant and I wore handcuffs during the ride This helped me relax focus on my role and trust my Master His playful banter also helped me calm down In the end the evening was quite pleasant The food was delicious and his date was nice After dinner the three of us went for a long walk and chatted which was enjoyable We didn t play together afterward but my Master and I did once we returned to the apartment I explored the active role a bit and shared fantasies I have in that role Being able to show that side of myself to him was a wonderful experience On Tuesday morning we visited Miniatur Wunderland where I spent the whole time in my Little personality It was incredibly freeing and energizing to fully immerse myself in childlike curiosity and joy without fear for hours On the train ride home that afternoon I felt a bit sad to be leaving but for the first time in ages also recharged and ready to tackle the weeks and months ahead without breaking under the constant pressure I m deeply grateful to my Master for convincing me to stay until Tuesday afternoon instead of leaving on Monday That extra half-day did me a lot of good