Nothing feels better than frying my orbs in service of a higher power something I truly believe in and becoming infertile in pursuit of that cause I am weak and I don t deserve to have any pleasure my orbs are so sore after this session where I wilfully locked myself in handcuffs and threw the controller out of reach With you guys monitoring me there was really no escape I love the BNWO and will push myself further to prove to you how much I do