it s giving i d check myself into the mental hospital and i AM lmao i had a really bad mental breakdown but i ll BE BACK in 1-3 months thank u so much for being here and supporting me i ll def be back and better than ever lt 333 i struggled a lot this past year loving myself so making content has been hard and maintaining relationships has been extremely difficult if you wanna turn the renew off pls do if u wanna support me and keep it on till i m back i ll love u forever and have a gift for you when i come back