What a view right Now you can enjoy it too with this short video of me exploring my inner self bad pun I m sorry As some of you may know due to some traumatic bottom-experiences in the past I was trying to avoid exploring some bottom activities let s guess how many times I m gonna say bottom in this post But recently I have the urge to open up a lil bit more and not be so damn afraid of it so this clip is the beginning of a huge video that will be uploaded next week where I was actually able to let go and just enjoy being bottom still solo but with a toy that s groundbreaking for me Although in this video I m also using a toy but just to get a feeling for it So stay tuned for next week s big video coming Thanks for being patient with me on this journey btw can t say this enough