Ok where do I begin Yes I know that I ve been a bit introverted lately and not really posting much on here or social media all together I ve just being experiencing a lot of weird and unexplained mood swings And my energy level changed too my desire to wanna go out with friends Plus I kept putting on an extra 3-4 lbs a month and it was driving me crazy lol I mean I probably gained maybe 15 pounds but still Not a big deal because it basically goes to my boob and butt anyway I first began to notice it around the holidays last year I just wasn t as excited as I normally am around Christmas I figured I just needed a vacation so I booked a trip to Hawaii in January thinking that would take care of it and snap me back And sure it was nice but I went back to feeling blah So a few weeks ago I finally went to the doctor thinking maybe I am depressed and need to see about getting on an antidepressant We chatted a bit and I told her about my symptoms and how long it was going on and she sent me for some tests to rule out a few things first Turns out I have hypothyroidism It basically means my thyroid is under active and not producing the hormones I need to be in a good mood or my normal jolly self so now I am on thyroid medication and hormone replacement therapy via pellets you ll have to Google it and I m glad that there s finally a name for it because I hated not being in control of that part of me But I am starting to feel a lot better you can tell by all the goofy videos I posted tonight and I m getting excited about dressing up for Halloween and just getting back into my usual shenanigans I have a lot to make up