I m going for it i spent enough time kidding myself that i wasn t
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10 months ago
allfattenedup
I m going for it I spent enough time kidding myself that I wasn t really gaining or that I wasn t going to let this go too far I want it to go too far I always have and now that I ve finally admitted that to myself everything feels different Hotter So much hotter I ve been getting fatter anyway despite telling myself that I m not doing it on purpose and the other day I was thinking what a shame that I missed half the enjoyment of those pounds gained by pretending I only had one foot in the boat Well i m not making that mistake any more I m telling you guys and myself I m getting fatter 100 on purpose I m going out of my way to get fatter making an effort to get fatter and fatter and fatter Here s one from tonight emptying a can of whipped cream into my belly and it felt like nothing Next time I think I could do 3 or even 4 cans God I want to be so fucking obese and now I m really doing it and it s terrifying and so so hot