I shot this a couple of weeks ago for an amazing client I got to do whatever I wanted and I was already outside when I decided to shoot it I touched myself exactly the way I wanted to without worrying about cumming or moaning or doing any of the performative stuff I typically need to include Don t get me wrong I love cumming But it feels so good to just relax and enjoy pleasure without being goal oriented Truly a much more erotic experience for me personally I can bust out an orgasm in one minute with a vibrator if I want to Orgasms aren t always the end goal me Pleasure is