I was supposed to have everything under control a quiet weekend by
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I was supposed to have everything under control A quiet weekend by myself To reset To get back on track Maybe even drop a few pounds without my feeder encouraging me to eat Instead I spiraled nbsp Hard Alone in bed I completely gave in Surrounded by trash empty containers and delivery bags Now I m stuffing myself with greasy fried chicken sweet heat sauce mashed potatoes and soda until my belly is painfully tight and swollen The mess is piling up around me while I lay here bloated and helpless I try to adjust shift around and get comfortable under the weight of my own body I recorded a full voiceover after filming- a personal messy defeated monologue where I reflect on how far I ve let myself fall How different my body feels compared to when I was fit And how pathetic and addictive this cycle of overeating has become Completely exposed Completely undone This one s intimate raw and dark- perfect for anyone who loves seeing a feedee broken in by her own cravings