Testing out a bit more of a fem vibe today to just feel what it feels like I m kind of liking it I m having problems with my transition where I feel like I m stuck only doing masc I want to be able to be ANYTHING without judgement I want to be a boy and do all It sucks being in a female body but my female organ doesn t make me feel like a female I don t know how to explain it I d rather have my removable penis especially for my circus career too It doesn t get in the fucking way of my moves My large clit already hurts on the Lyra let alone a dick and balls To me that never made me a man it s what I ve always felt on the inside that did I also just feel like a creature half of the time too Like a he him entity idk idk idk idk but def more boy Never a girl or a she her I m probably just mentally fucked or something I just hate gender norms and constructs BRO I just wish others understood that too I know it s super hard to grasp the understanding of but it s just how I feel Idk I feel like a boy but feminine sometimes