Doctor s Prescription 1 nbsp There s something uniquely cruel about being told to stimulate yourself just enough Not to cum Not to enjoy although I really did tbh Just to feel And keep feeling nbsp That was the assignment nbsp Anal beads in Wand on my clit Timer set I had to keep it going for a few full minutes no breaks no release nbsp I did everything myself Beads in slowly one by one until I could feel the pressure deep in my body That layered kind of stretch that doesn t scream for attention but never fully lets you relax My muscles clenching around every movement My brain trying to stay focused while the wand buzzed right against my clit nbsp And that s the worst part the wand Small strong sharp Not there for pleasure Just intensity It turns awareness into t0rture if you leave it there long enough And I had to nbsp It wasn t about being watched Or even being praised It was about following through Conditioning myself Training my body to take more and my mind to obey exactly nbsp No begging Just quiet desperation and full compliance nbsp This is what a good patient does And yes it still makes me wet thinking about it