Mask i love how much you enjoy masks my partner said to me the moment
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youcouldcallmegod
mask I love how much you enjoy masks my partner said to me the moment I grabbed the latex off the shelf I paused for a second to think about how many times I have chosen to wear one during our sexcapades Ski mask masquerade a full face of clown makeup I d say that counts Now cat ears I chuckled to myself and then said aloud ya know I ve never really thought about it but you re right Evidently I really do like wearing masks That conversation stayed in my head for a whole week until I m writing this now and all I can think about is how much more confident I am when I wear one I don t have to think about my face or how I m being perceived because this isn t ME it s a customized exaggeration of a fantasy I am playing my role in The epiphany hits me This has to be a neurodivergent experience My autism flavor is one that likes routines and scripts rules and boundaries even during the most intimate parts of our life When we play when we take on characters roles discuss our desires and what we want out of the scene Camera lights action I get to slip out of the mask I wear all the time The vulnerable me is always so anxious overly concerned with how I look in bed What face am I making do I sound weird when I moan am I bad at dirty talk will I make my partner cringe I have to work past all of those thoughts often when I am having sex Being with a partner that truly makes me feel safe has helped quiet so many of those voices but nothing silences them quite like becoming someone else entirely event for an hour I get to let go of Me and just be in the fantasy with my partner I never thought it would be possible and ever so sexy all at once to take off my mask by putting another mask on