today i came five times and i still want another one I used to be like that when I was 19 every day I miss my libido from that time I really wanted to understand what has changed since then I don t know if I became more depressed but nowadays it is rare for me to touch myself more than once a day today is an exception To tell you the truth I don t usually touch myself every day and I have no words to say how much I miss the euphoria that the high libido provided me I hope this changes Today I fantasized a lot about the person I am platonicly in love with I really wanted to ride on his dick while he calls me my girl That was the way he used to call me when we were together I can almost hear his voice echoing in my head I am completely obsessed with him and the excessive thought of imagining him fucking me makes me ecstatic Not knowing how to deal with my feelings and desire hurts like hell