Sorry for crying Im struggling with being thankful for my community but also feeling guilty for asking for so much Idk if that makes much sense to many bcuz many of you have very normal jobs careers Theres a lot of layers to these feelings I tried many times to put them to words but I keep crying and ruining my makeup before cam lol And i want to remind everyone to please make sure you are taking care of yourselves before helping me I may be in a bad situation but I never want to cause someone else to be in a bad situation bcuz they have a big heart Thank you and ily