angelprovocateur - Just some reflection on me as a kinky person and content creator i m
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Angel Provocateur
just some reflection on me as a kinky person and content creator i m realizing it s very easy for me to get swept up in the work work work there s always something to do i need to stay on top of everything all the time or i m a failure mindset that is quite frankly the worst mindset for my ongoing mental health i started doing OF bc a i had literally thousands of v hot nudes i had taken for fun just hanging out on my phone b i m a very open kinky nonjudgmental person who s fascinated by my own and other people s fetishes and kinks the weirder the cooler c i was already a baby and felt very at home within the sex working industry embodying controversy and living a provocative existence is such a constant turn on for me d my body and mind simply can t handle a traditional job i have syncope which means i can t stand up or do cardio for long periods of time without getting dizzy fainting and waking up early literally makes me nauseous i missed 43 days of high school senior year add on to that my chronic stomach pains and knee problems i m an employer s worst nightmare who only thrives when horizontal i love running this page so much i ve met the most amazing people and i ve made some incredibly hot art and as im writing this i realize it sounds like i m saying i m done or something lol but no i m just getting sentimental and trying to remind myself that i don t need to compare my work ethic to that of other creators- i m doing the best i can do while also maintaining my sanity social life and overall health so many working people don t have the time or resources to do that so i m very lucky and need to keep that in my mind always and i love you all for allowing me to do that and seriously working me into a frenzy of horniness every damn day you re my faves