Merry Christmas amp Happy Holidays to my big OF Family I so loved doing this photo shoot This year has been one of the best of my life I don t talk about this ever but my mom passed away recently and it was right before Christmas I felt so directionless My mom was always my biggest fan telling me how intelligent beautiful and special I was and when I lost her I was in a very very dark place in life I lost her but also my sense of worth Now I have so many people who reach out to me to say lovely things I m starting to get back that confidence that she instilled in me I know the holidays aren t easy for everyone especially right now but at least for me I have so much to be thankful for and I am truly bursting with joy when I never thought I d be joyful again Thank you all for supporting me and I can t wait to kick next year s ass -Chloe