I can t believe i let it get this bad i ve known that i need to do
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6 days ago
couchqueenie
I can t believe I let it get this bad I ve known that I need to do something about my weight for months I made my Weight Gain Intervention video back in March That was supposed to be my scared straight enough is enough moment I was already feeling the effects of my weight gain- my lack of stamina tightening clothing the heaviness of my body And I was thinking about my tropical vacation in the Fall If I had started getting in shape back in March I just might be able to get down to 220 pounds before my vacation That video was going to mark my wakeup call to be serious about dropping pounds I even signed up for a gym four months ago And even though I ve gone a few times I m actually ten pounds heavier than when I signed up My Fitness Assessment was a total embarrassment And I spent the next several months too humiliated to go back I couldn t bring myself to show my pudgy overfed body around all of those fit disciplined gym members I used to be one of them and I knew how they were going to view me Just another fatty trying to shed the weight She ll disappear after a few weeks to find comfort in fast food and sweets And I did I was paying every month for the gym- not going- and only getting heavier Meanwhile things on Curvage have been going great I ve been doing stuffings like crazy Fast food pizza ice cream footlong subs and more And I ve been showing off just how unfit I ve let my body become All of these stuffings have been wrecking any attempts at weight-loss I could have made in the past few months Each one stretches out my belly causing me to overeat for days afterwards just to feel full But the response I ve been getting from these fattening videos has encouraged me to make even more of them- adding inches to my waistline and pushing back my fitness goals week after week That s what this video is about I m going to tell you what the past few months of stuffing instead of dieting have done to my figure and how I feel about it I talk about how strong my cravings for food are even when I m trying to be good And how my embarrassment about my size is contributing to my laziness and overeating Then I ll give you my measurements and my weight- and compare them to my previous figures See how they ve changed from when I was in my best shape to my heaviest and from my recent weight loss to my even more recent weight gain It s kind of messed up but I hope that my absolute failure to lose weight turns you on