After pushing off going to the car dealership for a couple weeks and several panick attacks I finally went yesterday by myself and bought a car I m so proud of myself I did pick someone up for the whole negotiation part and paperwork to make sure everything was second pair of eyes is never a bad thing I left the car there bc I couldn t get ahold of insurance and wanted that to be all figured out before driving off the lot I think most people would be kinda annoyed they don t get to leave with their big purchase and I was so thrilled to get the fuck outa there and that I went by myself to talk to the sales person and sit in the car with them holding up small talk definitely a win type of day