I m still so torn about what kind of Bambi I want to be but when I see myself dolled up like this it makes me want to just accept my fate and go totally plastic a permanent rubber doll with no trace of the old self I m SOOO close to ordering another mask to see if I all I need is one with a better fit to really commit to my dollification Maybe the next step in my training this month will be adding in wearing my silicone suit mask when I dress up and listen to the files