I have so much new footage of myself as Bella and all I want to do is look at myself being Bambi lol I totally feel like being masked is turning into the real me it just feels so natural at this point I don t even want to touch myself when I m not dolled up I actually can t remember the last time I jerked off as a man hehe All the training is really starting to convince me that this is how I should be all the time Now we just have to make it happen