Hittin the inboxes TODAY Do you guys take apologies in the form of blowjobs I know I m out of order with my posting plans but sometimes you have to do what you can when you can do it I struggle hard with trying to be perfect the first time I want high-quality I want lighting staging movement I want something unique and different and beautiful I sit editing with my coke-bottle glasses on to pick the perfect frames to start and stop with I fiddle with color and light I anguish over my makeup my hair what I ll wear- most daunting of all I want to make all these plans and still capture myself naturally Fake isn t any fun But when you re your own worst critic it s hard to relax Add the impossible beast that is the never-ending churn of time and life s uncertainties psyching oneself out is easy We all have problems with perfectionism and imposter syndrome and I hope this reminds you to take a deep breath and take that first step into something even though it might not be perfect the first time There s no such thing as time wasted when you re learning and practicing Be it work or hobbies If you can dream it you can be it Just put one foot in front of the other Kind of crazy for me to preface a sloppy BJ with a peptalk huh