My first pro porn experience I signed up for a girl girl scene John Stagliano touched Jenny and I during the scene and then I was gaslit into believing it was my fault Then I hear people I admire downplaying it That s why it is coming up again now I have learned in therapy that due to my codependency it is easier for me to advocate for others than it is for me to advocate for myself I will continue to heal so I no longer at the mercy of other s manipulation Thank you all for your support over the past 10 years I honestly feel like I have the best fan base I love you all